Eyes that see only what they want to

It’s not rancor or revenge, it’s just pain.
Not a trick neither a game.
She's looking for a reason to trust again
Words have no meaning anymore,
when you've been betrayed.

You don't understand the pain,
don't comprehend the circumstances,
have no idea of the truth.

How much he hurt her,
how much she cried
how many times he broke her heart.

Asking herself what she did wrong.
Why is this happening?
Trying to put together the pieces of her soul
after he made her feel like crap.

'This is the last chance'
How many last chances has she gave him?
Doesn't she deserve that he demonstrates
this time would be different?

It's not about saying I love you
and be on his knees begging for forgiveness.
Once trust is broken it's too hard to reassemble it
No matter if you have all the pieces,
It isn't a puzzle, it'll never be the same as first.

He pretended, he lied again.
He hide the truth. he hide you.
Her world fall apart when she realize
all over again she found herself in the same situation.
He's never going to change.

'With me he is different'
That's bullshit,
but if you want to fool yourself,
well that's ok.

'Love' was not enough to stand that much.
Love doesn't hurt this way.
What to do with too many feeling?
with this much pain...

She can't convince herself it's a nightmare, not again.
Time to face reality, to be strong.
It was never real love.

At the end, the only who gets hurt is her, isn't she?
He always has a back up, now that's you.
All this time by his side,
telling him she doesn't deserve what he was doing for her.

And who you think you are?
To came and mess up with their lives?
How can you know how she feels if you don't even know her,
don't know her heart, you just act thinking on yourself
selfish girl. But that's ok, now she has the feet on earth.

Now you have your chance, good luck girl.
If he did it to her, who he cried was his true love,
he can do it to anyone else.

Never blamed God of her misfortune
never listened to the devil about vengeance.
Just cried on silence in the darkest corner of her room
praying for the healing of her heart and soul.